Thank you for sharing all your rawness. I too struggle with eating all the time anymore. Nothing appeals to me and i'm pretty convinced my taste buds have depression too lol. It takes A LOT of effort to eat. And well, let's not even discuss going to and dealing with the grocery store...UGH. Thank God for online grocery shopping and delivery!
That said, I will say YOU DO have a talent with words. Your descriptions and illustrations are great Your ability to write and express is quite good. Think you mentioned you wrote and published a book already...why not try to spark your passion into writing again?? I am a newbee on the forum but certainly not new to depression. I know motivation to do the slightest of things is so incredibly hard. I just hope it helps you to know that you are certainly not alone.