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My pdoc and my Therapist agree that my baseline is a consistent mild mixed state. I agree with that. Today is the kind of day in which it's amped from "mild" to "moderate" and please, God...let it stop here. I feel like I'm spinning inside, mind full of overtones of music that is moving so fast it's all blurred together (generally, Pink Floyd ambient sounds winding around with Mozart Symphony #34 & 36). And I'm so anxious, worried, frightened, depressed...my seams are unraveling.
Appt's with both p and t tomorrow, good thing...gotta do something, here.
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