Oh I've had restoril a long long time ago. Did nothing for me. The valium isnt equal to lorazepam, seems hefty but I started using lorazepam young. Psychiatrists knows I'd be a basket case without it.

I'm very glad the seroquel is helping you sleep. You need that so much, don't worry about diabetes now.

I know how your worried you wont get out of your depression. I'm sorry.. I'm hopeful for you that it will get better. Covid doesn't help either for getting out easily.

And yes lorazepam or benzos are addictive and don't even seem to work after a while, your brain just seems to be dependent. All I get is a slight relief at bedtime so I think you shouldn't add more meds either. Best always to you