I'm not feeling as stable as I was before this week or so. This week-end has been especially challenging (ptsd issue that has knocked me back). Too much mixed, too much of feeling like a monkey in the zoo, swinging high/low/climbing up/climbing down.
I'm in a fair panic, frankly. Can't do this again. Realize that extreme heat and weeks of smoke do not contribute to one's well-being. Nevertheless...
Going to ask pdoc tomorrow if I can raise some doses (Lamictal & Trilafon, I'm thinking).
*Note to self: when you complain about feeling flat, remember how awful this feels.
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