Hey Sarah. No worries.

I need to hear just my own voice and I am demanding it. It is working. So hard to get into more details on here so I have to keep it kind of general. I can't seem to have the good voices without the bad so I asked for them all to go away.

I just want to feel normal inside my own body again, ya know? I don't need to divulge ALL details to my husband. He knows the most important aspects.

And thanks for saying I am not crazy! It has felt like craziness for a long time now. But it's going away and I do feel more grounded and more normal again.

Thanks for checking in on my thread!

Hugs to you.