I had a decent session today. I had my weighted blanket with me. We were both feeling pretty awful physically but we made it work. We talked about my surgery. I said the only part I was concerned about was the general anesthesia and we talked about the move. I told her I got tested for Covid this morning she didn’t really seem to think It was a big deal. She asked if there was any time in the past week where I felt like I wanted to be restrained and I said yeah a couple days ago but then I used my weighted blanket and I was fine. And then I mentioned that I was using it during the session and that’s why I was so talkative. She said she noticed a difference. we talked about the pacifier again and she said she’s glad it’s working out and then said again that yeah it’s an oral fixation coping skill. She’s going to help me find something to use when I can’t use it. When other people are around. She said there’s stuff that kids who are on the spectrum use for oral fixation in public. She said she’s going to try to schedule me in person once a month starting later this month. I mentioned that all of a sudden stopping seeing her and moving and never seeing her again just kinda freaked me out. And she said she understood. Especially since it was so abrupt. So basically it was ok today except we were both off physically.

She said to me “maybe I should go get tested for Covid.” And I said “you think you have covid?” And she said “no it was a bad joke.” She can be kinda rude/mean when she’s not feeling good but I try to ignore it.