I failed to mention that I feel manic and suicidal simultaneously, not even in the span of hours but a packaged deal... It's terribly confusing to have all this manic energy yet wanting to off yourself for what seems like no discernable reason.
Since my med tweak I haven't had any serious mixed episodes though, and I'm grateful, the milder ones I get these days are harder to spot tho and Hella confusing.
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DXD BP1, BPD & OCPD
"The best way to make it through with hearts and wrists in tact, is to realise, two out of three aint bad" FOB...
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