An excellent topic for us. I have had to make some major adjustments.in my journey, I have determined that the fundamental issue in my brain is a problem of excitation and inhibition homeostasis. I am unable to balance effectively.

So, I wrote a book about my state' s forensic psych system, but that was so traumatizing that I may not publish it. It is too triggering.

I have no love life because I do not want to go through my illness history with a bunch of chicks who may be bigots. Could really use a partner. No dice.

My ex would not let me see my son. Should have sued er ***, but am psychotic too often, she woulda shredded me. On and on.

You are a systems woman, fern. You will sort this out with a plan that works for you. You always do.

Hugs!!!!