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Old Sep 08, 2020, 09:42 PM
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Originally Posted by Trippin2.0 View Post
I failed to mention that I feel manic and suicidal simultaneously, not even in the span of hours but a packaged deal... It's terribly confusing to have all this manic energy yet wanting to off yourself for what seems like no discernable reason.

Since my med tweak I haven't had any serious mixed episodes though, and I'm grateful, the milder ones I get these days are harder to spot tho and Hella confusing.
I will add that my two very serious S attempts were both while manic and psychotic. Believed I was receiving commands from God to demonstrate my faith like Abraham. I followed them to the letter.
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