Sat by the fire and had a BBQ. I'm going to the farmers market in the morning with my mom and then we're gonna go for a hike and swim in the lake cuz it's supposed to be a really nice day.

Anyways, I'm very different than I was a year ago. I'm more run down. I feel like I was just potential and had more time to waste. I think the older I get, the more I will feel like I'm in an existential crisis - Which makes me feel even worse by worrying about the future.

I can't simply just do things - That's the problem. I'm always in a constant state of paralysis because of the dp/dr.

But I'm just trying to stay stable i guess right now. I'll give it 3 months and I'll see where I'm at by then.. I feel like I have cognitive impairment because of the dp/dr..