Do you feel like you are losing the emotional connection because you aren't doing in person sessions? Or something else? I found it an awful feeling to finally trust someone with my T, it makes me all kinds of vulnerable and I don't like it.

I have found that by trusting them and asking them for what you need is the only way to get what you need and heal. As much as I wish my T was a mind reader, he most definitely is not... lol.

If you don't tell her directly that you need her in this way then she might never know and then she can't help you.