I am 48, almost in constant pain no cure, dying for some sleep but can not sleep. My body is betraying me. I can' t sleep it's 5am still awake, however I lie something hurts. I am so alone, no one likes me, no one loves me. I am old and ugluer by day, in more pain (phyisical) each year. Doctors can not help me, maybe if I had a lot a lot of money for some expensive treatments, I don't.
No one ever loved me. I can't sleep. I really need sleep. My neck hurts so bad, my leg hurts, i feel sick all the time. I can't cope with this. It would be eadier if I could jzst sleep. If this pain goes away at least for some time. Realky tired.
Ypu lnow this is one way to torture people? No sleep, alone, tired, in pain, poor, no hope...
I don't think there is anything anyone can say to meke me feel better. No hope.
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