I went to the grocery store today. I spoke with the cashier, and she is the only person I spoke with in person. I feel lonely, sad and now I'm anxious. For some reason lately I have been feeling depressed, restless and anxious at night. It's like I feel like I should be doing something but I don't have the energy to do anything. The past few days I have gone to bed at about 8pm just so I don't have to be conscious to experience the depression and anxiety. I can't even focus on anything. It's exhausting.