I am tired most of the time these days and just want to give up. I'm doing ok but the stress and tiredness are killing me. I just want to go home sometimes but don't have anywhere to go anymore. My parents are too old now. So, I am taking it one day at a time now. I feel the blues. I am tired and stressed out from my job and being all alone all of the time. I want to give it all up and just sleep forever. I was feeling ok but the stress from work is making me unhappy. I only work about 20 hours a week. I realize being on one's own is not easy street. I am grateful for all that I have but have nobody to talk with and am all alone here. So, it is hard to survive and be happy with all of my stress. Life is not easy for people with an illness such as mine. I sometimes wonder how I survive but other times realize that I'm just eking by with my illness. I will just grin and bear it, I guess. I think this pandemic and working remotely is making me stir crazy. Does anybody have any suggestions? My psychdoc does not speak English so talking to him will not make any sense to him. I should go out more may be. I am but just eat out or go to the store to buy food. Venting here is making me feel better though. So, hopefully, my feelings of the blues will go away. Thank you for reading!