Hi, I'm new here. I am on disability. I first got sick in 2004. I refused to be on disability. I got sick again in 2006. Refused again. Then sick again in 2009. So I applied for ssdi and got it the first time i tried because of my hospitalizations and symptoms. I got on it in 2009. I tried to work part time but couldnt cut it. So finally I just get ssdi and dont work at all. It's a godsend for me. I still get symptoms and my Dr is playing around with my meds right now. I get stressed thinking about working. I've been fired basically for every single job I had.