but didn't.

on the phone to my care manager who said, and I quote

" why don't you get him to help you?" (the him she was referring to was my step brother who died 13 years ago)

I just told her that wouldn't be possible and it was nice to speak to her

proud of myself, seeing as family are a trigger- and especially dead relatives

still, not sure what the obsession is with him being alive... makes me feel irritated. not the first time he's been talked about since his death