I just don't have time for this right now is my thing, I need to be able to focus at work because this is my busiest time, I don't have time to be messing around with my mental health. Plus I have had fears for a couple of years now since my sister did have a cancer scare at an unusually young age so hopefully they will just check me out, reassure me that I'm fine, and I'll have to find some way to fight through this so I can get done what I need to do at work.