So, to continue on:

I had to shut this down because it began to take over parts of my life, and I wasn't comfortable with that. I was receiving all sorts of messages that made me think I am bat crazy or like I fell off the planet into another dimension.

I mean, I have to get a JOB, I have to work, I need MONEY and INCOME.... I was being asked to do things that made little sense to me as a mere wee little human being. I couldn't connect to it anymore. I was being told things about myself that were hard to believe and absorb. I was told I am an incarnated Angel.

I was also told my father will pass away before the end of this year, and I was told or it was confirmed for me through my channeling that I had been sexually abused by him, which I had always suspected to be true. I was informed that his spirit would hang around me asking me for forgiveness before it could move on. So instead, I forgave him in my heart and spirit and doing so apparently will help him to not hang onto me when he passes.

I really do not know what to think of all of this -- it's other worldly, and my small human brain cannot absorb it all. And for my own sake and for the sake of my poor husband, I had to shut it down.... I started to freak out.