I can't fix my life. I don't have much to say (I posted a ''whine'' somewhere else and hope I don't get flamed, it has happened before. In that forum. And in another, very mean, forum. (not here) I try to give support and empathy to others. Maybe I'm not very good at it..)

I send hugs to anyone who feels like an ''outsider''.... (re an earlier post in this thread).I don't really think anyone is an ''outsider'' in this forum. I had a fang appointment yesterday. I need a fang pulled next week, first time ever. The dentist had mentioned a root canal a couple of years ago but said it was ok to leave it. I think I screwed up.... again.. I should have been ''brave'' and had that root canal. I suspect the tooth was already ''fractured'' then too though so it probably would have not worked. I don't like talking about medical stuff.

Papa bear and I went for a lovely walk after the fang appointment, around trees

I do not know why I am so ''ugly''... I saw a practitioner a while back who said I was ''ugly'' I have a couple of medical issues. When I spend a very long time in the bathroom I look less ''ugly''.. I do not like spending time in the bathroom (in fact its a trigger)

Papa bear thinks I am beautiful (nside and out)

People did think I was ''pretty'' years ago, before my allergies (and fur) I don't like looking in the mirror now, it makes me sad sometimes. I don't really look ''that bad'' although I have had people being cruel. I used to think .... oh I have said enough (sorry for the ''whine''... I am not good at expressing myself

hugs to all