I don't think it was a good idea to post this. I definitely do not ''fit in''... anywhere, in ''these times'' since I even am ''too sensitive'' when certain terms keep popping up I lost a ''friend'' recently because of this, I did not respond to their email. (they asked me a question about ...... (in capitals ) (I hope its clear that I do not want to talk about ... it... so I am probably sitting all alone here, virtually as well as physically)

Papa bear and I had an ''ambitious'' outing yesterday, the fang doctor. And I have a fang extraction in one week.

My ''avoidant personality'' is making it impossible to ''live'' (so maybe that ''expert'' IRL was ''right'' .... I am ''hopeless'' and not worth ''helping'' ) (more than one ''expert'' IRL implied that... nice. NOT

Feel free to ignore me and my ''whine''

Please do not tell me that ''others have it worse''... I am very aware of that and am actually a compassionate bear. I am also aware that ''some have it better''... Kind of obvious.....

boring post. maybe if I read this before bed time I might sleep tonight