I texted my T today to see if she had any open appointments for tomorrow. She texted back and said she was going out of town tomorrow but she could call me today if I told her a good time. I told her I was working until 3:30 PM but that it was okay, I would just see her next Saturday since I don't like phone calls as much. She wrote back nope, 4 PM. So I don't know if that is 4 PM at her office or 4 PM on the phone. I texted her back to see but she hasn't responded. UGH. So now I don't know what is up. I do need to see her probably because I think I am probably in crisis a bit leftover from last week. I keep reminding myself that I don't want to go to the hospital, I don't want to go to the hospital. But I'm starting to not care. If I end up there, I end up there. Whatever.