(((((((ClydeMED)))))))) Thanks for your reply bud. Life is such a downer sometimes , we just have to be pluggers eh? lol. I wish this would sink in a bit earlier than it does for me . I know this stuff, but seems like the other crap just clouds over it. So many of you have told me I am a strong person. I think I know this in my mindseye, but the heart is tired of struggling with things so much.

The people here have been a positive thing in my life. I am very fortunate for having found this place or it finding me . I have come to love each and everyone of you as a friend . Thanks for your reply Clyde~

Hugz~
Tryin