(((((((((( MAYA)))))))))) Sorry you have to go thru this too. It truly does bite doesnt it? I should journal better but right now , my t has me journaling for the cutting , I guess getting me more accustomed to doing it. I do try to do some of those up things you mentioned. Things to relax me . Take my mind off the problems and insecurities. But they still come back and haunt me . As I am sure you know. Thanks for replying and for your concern and kindnesses. Iappreciate them.

Hugz ~
Tryin