Post all you want! We're here to listen, and every last one of us on the bipolar board most likely knows how you're feeling right now.
I strongly encourage you to see the therapist as soon as you can. It's often amazing how helpful it can be to just talk with a therapist.
I know what you mean about being concerned for your dog. I always worry the same way about my cats when I'm unstable. Our pets are so sensitive to us. Honestly, love for my cats is one of the reasons I work at therapy and being stable.
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