I've had 4 hours and I don't feel sleepy. It's also almost 5am and I've been up for 1.5 hours. I do have a lot of anxiety. It's been a rough few days. And there is a lot on my mind. I know I need sleep, but it's not happening. Normally my sleep is good but the last few weeks I've gotten less, then more the next day, and stay in that pattern alternating hours. Today is the least amount of sleep I've had. I've had two days of sui thinking that lasted less than a half hour and I stayed around people. I've got so assignments that are due asap. I need to just get up and get it done. But there is a part of me that says no, drop out and take care of your crap before it gets worse. Then the other side is maybe I need the push of school to get it done.

I might as well try, maybe I'll eat something, and next time I won't eat so close to bed time.