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Originally Posted by fern46
I cannot be sure about the psychosis. Mine presented very differently. I was very dialed in and hyperfocused. It was very emotional and spiritual. I felt ill physically. Paranoid thoughts and delusions started.
You seem to have great insight. Lowered insight is also a sign things are going downhill for me.
Regardless of whether or not psychosis is on the way, your symptoms are significant and impactful. Make a quick list and offer that to your pdoc so that you don't forget anything tomorrow. I agree with the others this is all quite serious and I hope you are given proper help tomorrow.  |
Thanks, and I agree that it's definitely nothing conclusive yet. I've just read a lot of things that say these "negative" symptoms can be one of the first signs, and it makes me worried about what might come if I don't do something soon. I will take your advice of making that list, and I agree; at this point it doesn't really matter what exactly is going on, I just know that it can't go on like this much longer. I'm really hoping I can have ECT as soon as possible and that it will finally give me my life and personality back, because I don't even recognize who I am anymore.