I should just talk on here I suppose.

I seem to have even more health problems popping up, seemingly out of nowhere but I know they must’ve been building up over time. Just didn’t notice them.

I woke up from a nap today and it felt like there was a space in my teeth like I was missing a tooth. I think because I been grinding my teeth due to whatever. Maybe meds. When I sleep. So my teeth have shifted dramatically [emoji20][emoji20][emoji20] my mom is going to y’all and make fun of me if she sees it. I have a slight chip in my front tooth that’s just barely noticeable. But she said if people see it they will laugh and always remember me by that. So I’ve become extremely self conscious about my teeth now. I’ve never had braces growing up etc they were always perfect. Haven’t been for a few years now tho.

I was looking at my body in the mirror yesterday cuz my weight is going up and down. My weight is a huge problem. I’m 5’2 barely, and have a small stature/bone structure, so My weight has pretty much deformed my spine, into an “S” shape... I can’t do much for long or I’ll get bad back pain. I seem to need to crack my back every 15 min to relieve the pain. But I also have a compressed spinal disk due to my weight.

Gosh not to mention My spine has re-angled it self to being on my phone/computer so much. So there’s a hump on my neck cuz it’s reangled itself to adjust to my looking down all the time. And with my Chiari 1, my migraines are unbearable. Not to mention my chest plate has been sticking outward slightly due to the hump on my neck.

It’s just a huge S shape now starting from the back of my neck. I went to a spine doctor. They eyed my spine for 5 min and said I need to goto a physical therapist. I felt angry. I waited 3-4 months to see this dude dude to corona and a waiting list and in 5 min he said I need to goto physical therapist...