Thought I was okay. Feel so alone right now. I mean obviously my problems are mine, but there's absolutely no one to get me out of this but myself. Thought I'd had help to move, that guy isn't going to help. I wanted my own roof, that's not happening. I feel way too self centered now but I've got so much worry about. Worry wont change things but I'm feeling paralyzed with fear for me and my sons future
Was told by someone lately I think like a high school kid. Makes me feel so very stupid and depressed.