I am having a very symptomatic day today. I think its cuz of that time of the month but its no fun none the less. Tonight is Rex's concert and I thought ok I can do this I can go out hear him sing and then come home. I got to the concert place and sat outside of the doors while they were rehearsing and got scared and left. I pulled Rex aside when the group came out to mingle with the crowd and told him I was leaving. I took his picture and have a program but couldn't make myself stay. I am very ashamed of myself...this is my best friend I should want to be where he is but not today. He is supposed to call me later. He asked what was wrong and I just said bad day and that since he wasn't my therapist (something he has told me in the past) he didn't get to hear about it. I know I was acting like a child but can't take it back now.

Jbug