I would also add that there could be other reasons such as child care or anxiety that could be factors. A lot of parents still have children at home who they have to provide care for or educate, so it can be harder to go into the office and maintain that level of supervision or support. And a lot of people have anxiety about contracting the virus even if it's not for their own personal health conditions. It could be that the provider has other loved ones that are vulnerable and at risk, or it could be that they are just extra precautious.
In general, it sounds like it's something that's important to you and upsetting you. It may be worthwhile to address this as directly with feelings when you speak with your therapist next, if you haven't already done so. You can let the therapist know how you feel hurt and angry and that you want and need face-to-face care for your own recovery. If they aren't able to offer that, it may be time to find a new therapist who can provide what you need. It's so frustrating to have to look for a new provider and to have to start over again, but at the same time it's important that you get your needs met. I hope that whatever you do you're able to find the ongoing support that you need. Good luck!
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