(((((((((((((( Pink))))))))))))))) I know how hard this is. But I believe your doing the best thing possible for yourself . I am just glad that your able to see this is what you need instead of having someone else see/ do it for you. I think things will be much better for you while your in there. You wont have the weight of the world on your shoulders to worry about. Just you. Learning to take care of you. When I went it was one of the scariest things I'd been thru. But I'm very grateful for it. I dont believe I'd got the help that I have had it not happened. And I know that I wouldnt have had the courage to be active in making the choices I've made with my medications and therapy.

Wishing you the very best. Cant wait to see you back here!! My thoughts are with you as well.

Hugz
Beth