I saw how late it was getting and I panicked a bit and then I thought wait, that’s a good thing that’s it’s getting late. Don’t I want things to hurry up? I don’t know. I guess the whole time going fast thing has always kinda freaked me out. So that’s why I try to practice mindfulness and stuff. Or else my mind will always be on the next thing and then the next. I think it’s partially the media’s fault. I mean I’m sure retail stores already have Christmas things up in addition to Halloween things.

I’m coping well today overall mainly because I took action yesterday. Or today could have been a **** show.