I just need to get it out of my head. I just know that if I have to change APs I'll probably wind up IP for the switch and while IP isn't so bad here it's not fun and last time I was in for a big change it was really hard. It's also scary because there are a lot of typical APs I can't have because I have a history of EPS issues plus I'm on an MAOI. And you don't go on clozaril if they think anything else will work so I don't know if trying anything is even realistic.

But I can't go around nearly fainting. All I need is to faint and crack my head open. I'd also really like to be able to exercise.

I just pray it's not the prolonged QT. I put up with a lot of hard side effects on clozapine and I would hate to lose it because of one thing I couldn't control or choose to put up with.

Ugh.