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Victoria'smom · Sep 16, 2020, 10:31 PM

Therapy threw me off today. Even though I think I'm better then I was I'm still pretty bad apparently crying spells are a bad sign. Enough she wants me to call the nurse. I don't know how I feel about calling outside my appointment. The scheduling department screwed up I'm suppose to be weekly appointment. She wasn't frustrated with me but she does want me to see a dr and get blood work done.
Trigger ED stuff

Possible trigger:

To keep up with the protein shakes, snacks, and trying to eat a full meal or two a day. She said the same thing everyone else does. "how could my parents not know?" since my mom was a nurse. So I explained how I use to hide it. I always hate that question because it's not their fault they didn't catch me. Hell my Dr's didn't catch me when I weighed in. I once had a teacher ask (after she saw a medical paper) "how I did that, because I couldn't weigh close to that soaking wet!" This time my husband knows and I'm not hiding it. I sooo sooo want to but I'm not

I also had a nightmare that my husband was going to night clubs, dancing with other girls and not inviting me and on my birthday no less. So that took about two hours before I could start my day.