I hope you'll be okay, hugs!

honestly, the future doesn't look too great for me, either (again, for a variety of reasons) and looking back at the past isn't great either (most of it's full of abuse)

I get the groundhog day thing too

eat, sit, use the computer, cry out in agony

basically every day. I can't think of the last time in my life that something good happened that didn't involve either the computer, or watching something good on the tv

and I can't sleep, either, because of the imsomnia/ fibro so it's not even really possible to reset