I'm back from my backpacking trip! I did a lot of thinking and now I'm living with my sister in a different state. I'm no longer with my boyfriend. He has all my stuff still though, including my meds! Yeah, I've been off them for a month now, but oddly I feel better? Less irritated? It's the wilderness

I'm waiting to get evaluated at a mental health clinic. I don't know how I'll adapt to living in this city. I didn't sleep at all last night because of traffic. Just walking around I see needles everywhere and it's triggering, and there's a lot of pressure to stay clean. It's been over three years. At least I'll have in-person NA meetings here and other resources I might need that I didn't have in Nowheresville. I'll have to ask during my evaluation.

It's good to be back, friends