Thank you everyone! I thought for sure everyone was going to agree with them. I still feel like a horrible person, but it's hard not to when you've been made to feel that way and you suffer from depression.

No my mom is supposed to be her caretaker, but they always want me to help her. I'm 40, but am mentally disabled. I get overwhelmed and over stimulated easy. They don't understand and think I'm just being mean. When it's me getting cranky because it's all gets to be too much for me. She has dementia and argues, always complains and gets angry a lot. There are times I just can't handle it. My mom has told me I'm weak and wishes I were normal at different times.