Hello wormy: Thank you for sharing your concern with us here on PC. I see this is your first post. Welcome to Psych Central.

We here on PC are not able to offer mental health diagnoses. Plus I'm not a mental health professional. So I can't really comment with regard to whether you may or may not be on the autism spectrum. That is something a mental health professional must determine.

You mentioned you're 13. So I presume you're in school. If seeing a psychologist or a mental health therapist directly isn't a possibility for you, perhaps there are student counseling services available through your school you could start with? Talking with a mental health professional regarding what you're experiencing is the best way to figure out what's going on. Otherwise anything you get is simply someone else's opinion which may or may not be accurate & could well be just plain wrong. Still...there is a lot of support that is available here on PC. So I hope you find PC to be of benefit.