I absolutely do no want her to see the things I wrote on here. I’ve written stuff I’ve never told her. I also have my online side that I don’t show in real life. Basically because I suck at verbal communication. So I can only say one or sentences at a time and most of the time I just answer questions with “I guess.” or “kinda.” Or “yeah.” But online I’m someone completely different and I think if she saw the things I am able to say that I can’t say in real life she’d either be really happy that I have another outlet besides verbal communication or just kinda annoyed that I sometimes talk crap about her and other stuff.