The person that upset me so much yesterday apologized today. I was so glad. AM so glad. It lightens the load of despair, but the rest is still there. You know when it just feels like virtually everything is weighing you down? I think the covid thing is a major culprit. I was feeling so much more confident and positive before this all came down. Then add in political stress, and that is EXTREMELY high. But it's a little hard knowing where situational meets BP. I haven't had an episode in like 2 years, which is a very long stretch, you know? I'll have to add my prn in the mix I guess. Maybe that will help sort it out. Sigh.