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My mind loves fall. Cooler weather, lovely mornings, hopefully some rain. My brain, unfortunately, does not agree. For the past 9 years just at the time change I have slammed down into a severe mixed state of depression and dysphoric, awful mania involving extreme anxiety and "doom" delusions. My last IP was in early November 2 years ago.
Of course, I'm getting anxious just facing that time of year. This summer I've been quite stable...I have my fingers crossed for a smoother fall, but...we shall see.
When I was younger it was spring that threw me. My first 2 IP's were in April.
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