I'm still feeling overwhelmed. I had a 4 hour long panic attack last night. They are so scary and beyond tortuous.

My son felt better the other day. But hes back to saying hes being drugged. He wont tell his pdoc what is going on. I'm completely wore out. I'm going to have to call his pdoc. But his pdoc will need to talk to him. Pointless if he isnt honest.

My eye is infected again. Sigh. I'm so sick of my life...