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Originally Posted by bpcyclist
Ah. Right. That. Sorry. I personally and just myself feel and believe that the basic human rights and God-offered dignities so attached have been and are now being mass-violated by our criminal justice, healthcare, and profit-focused drug development industries in my country. I believe this is unethical and wrong and must be addressed using previously verified American civil rights justice change tools, as practiced ny John Lewis, MLK, Jr., et al. And yes, it is my current deep and firm spiritual belief that our creator is presently unhappy with this state of affairs and would very much appreciate our addressing it, like, yesterday. It is my current spiritual belief that he is troubled so many people who love him and seek his comfort are suffering due to our brain illnesses.
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I see. I hope you are able to find an outlet for change that can accommodate your health needs.
I spent a lot of time and energy pushing against the darkness in this world and it led me to madness. I take a much different approach now. I try not to judge it as it is what I need in order to be stable. I also try not to judge others.
I believe my creator offered free will for a reason and I am using mine to choose safety for myself and my family. I'm just not in a position to avenge the greater evils at this point and that's ok. I am offering service in other ways that do not destabilize me. It has been difficult to accept that, but the lessons I have picked up in humility and unconditional love have been worth the effort.
There is a very fine line for those of us with these sorts of disorders to walk here. We are deeply connected spiritually and I believe there is more to it than a simple malfunction of the brain. It is very difficult to control though. Mine left me feeling more like a puppet than a spiritual warrior.
I only hope you'll keep us posted on your endeavors so that we can assist in the event things get a little out of hand. I think your heart is in a beautiful place and I wish you well with this. I also care for your well-being and hope you can find a way to make change while staying balanced. Allowing our spiritual aspect to dominate our hearts and minds is a slippery slope. Be sure to use your physical, emotional and mental aspects each day in more neutral ways to ground.
