I met with a new T today.

First impression, not bad but I just can't help but compare her to previous Ts. Her voice is so quite (I thought I speak like a mouse but she's like next level), and I feel like she is just a bit too 'compassionate'. I don't like hearing things like 'it must been very hard for you', 'oh you been through a lot' especially not in a soft voice cos that just feels like she feels pity for me, and I hate that. The T that I have been working with is just much more firm, and much more direct, and I kind of preferred that approach because she doesn't seem flinched when I talk about traumatic things, and it makes me feel like she can handle that, so that I can trust her and actually works through those things with her.

anyway though. I haven't yet made my decision whether I want to change or not. practically it's easier with a new T, its a lot closer physically in terms of travelling, and I know ill be in this area for the next four years. however, I definitely feel a lot more comfortable with my current T, maybe that comes with time too.