Thanks, guys.......I stopped the vistaril...feel much better. And for Tuesday, one of the women that works there went in the exam rooms with him and I did the sign ins and the phones.......He blew up at the office manager, but I side stepped that...I have another place that called me for an interview and I'm going to try to do that today. Yesterday I worked from 6:30 til 5:30 and he asked me to be in with him for some minor surgery. It went well. I sorta think that he is afraid to blow up on me because he knows that I know all of his peers and I suspect he's afraid I would tell them about it. I wouldn't, but...........plus one of my best friends, the ER doc, really carried on and on with him this week about my work ethic and etc....so, maybe he won't go off on me...anyway, I'm looking for another job. will keep this one til i find something else. the atmosphere there is the weirdest i've ever, ever seen....no team feeling.....everyone gossips and tries to start crap.......very divisive RN that is over the unit........she said she's going to quit, but the reality of that, i think, is that she's burned all her bridges in this town....so i don't think she is going to leave the only job that can get...that's mean of me, but she's impossible.......the patients beg other people to stick them because she's so rough and you can imagine how my soft heart takes that........... thanks, again, guys....i'm doing better.........xoxoxo pat p.s. i will actually talk to the doc's wife if the other job works out.....