I am absolutely gutted.
Tamster was a rock here, someone I know so many other members interacted with, looked to for advice and help, and depended on on a daily basis. She was a fixture in chat, and I considered her my right-hand person there, because I knew she could always be counted on. She was an amazing, giving person, with a heart bigger than anybody's I've ever seen.
Like you, I have no words for the loss I'm feeling today upon hearing the news. I am so, so sad.
Rest in peace, Tamster.