Lately it's been really hard to face society because I get anxiety attacks all the time and have been avoiding school and other social activities. I'm used to being lonely but sometimes I can't help it, I lose control. Work is piling up and I have no motivation to move on. No one understand what I'm feeling, so they just blame me telling I'm crying for no reason and that I'm just lazy. I don't know why I should continue this wretched life.