this one is for you fuzzy---i am reading a book called THOU SHALL NOT BE AWARE...
i became very disturbed because i didn't pay attention to how my father was hitting me..
over and over and over...i was the so called bad boy...but my mother chased after him to stop the hits..

you have been thru a lot more than that...but i am seeing how good you turned out despite your parents...you are a good girl...and someday you will be aware and not as depressed