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Originally Posted by bpcyclist
Having a total, cataclysmic spiritual meltdown. Just epiphanized upon myself that my parents comPLETELEY HOSED ME!! As a little child. I just cannot believe they did this. I love them so very much and they have done so much for me. Other than only the single most crucial thing in the galaxy!!! How on earth could I possibly have gotten to this age before I realized I was raised 1000 percent to be an atheist. Arghhhhh!!!! I am so mad!!!!!!!
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Kids are raised to be all sort of things. It either takes or it doesn't. You have the ability to choose and you're making your own way. We can take time to take issue with the choices our parents made, but we can't get lost in the anger or the what ifs. Just stick to what now.
I know you've reported that you've been euthymic recently, but I'm seeing a shift in you lately. What are you doing to keep safe and balanced? Sending love and support your way.