I'm lonely tonight and bored. I went to bed at 2 pm today cause I was sad. Now I'm awake and I'm not sure what to do with myself. I no longer have a therapist. Normally I would post in my online room. But this last therapist I had was difficult to connect with. I've had a lot of trouble finding an online therapist, so I cancelled my account and asked for a refund. I used to check in with several friends each day. But only a few remain. Some have just vanished. Some don't feel well. I hope wherever they are they are doing Okay. I grow more and more lonely every day. I have no support from my family and the one good therapist I had, moved away.

I think today I will try to read some inspirational material. I wish I could connect with my spirit guide. That would be some form of companionship. Maybe I wouldn't feel so alone. But I do know that a lot of people feel lonely. Especially now with this pandemic.